nova_dergs: Close-up of Holydramon using their breath weapon. (Default)
Written by Hortense

“Like you thought you understood all this? WRONG. Random bakugo telling you to get the hell out of bed.” - Shrapnel of the Interstellar System

I’ve never been that familiar with soulbonds. I had this image in my head of it just being writers that are able to talk to characters from their stories. I certainly never thought I would develop one, but here we are!

Below is an excerpt from my journal, written after OC 24:

August 12, 2024

“Now that the con is finally over we have a chance to actually breathe and talk about something funky that's been going on. I had a dream and someone followed me out and was just. was in the headspace.

https://draconicwizardworkshop.neocities.org/html/writings/camden/finding_headmates.pdf

I also just had time to read the Guide to Finding Headmates by Roger de Camden of the Draconic Wizard Workshop (amazing), but we literally skipped over every step. Suddenly the new headmate was just there and directly said so. I think the rest of us were more shocked than our new token human. He was loudly there for a few hours and then radio silence and I thought it must have been some sort of weird fever dream until he showed up in a second dream.

In the first dream, nothing really happened? We were hanging out at a board game restaurant. We were both "in character" for lack of a better word, unaware that it was a dream. But the second dream was a nightmare. I was the only one unaware it wasn't reality.

Basics of the nightmare was that someone malicious was trying to break down my front door and I was feverishly trying to close and lock it -- but the person on the other side was too strong. They got one good shove in and I lost too much ground. They were going to get in. Next thing I knew, a hand flew past my head and slammed the door shut with one definitive slam. With his other hand he literally lifts me up and out of the dream and into waking.

And now he's in the headspace every day. Not all the time like Stryker or Thorn, but usually for a few hours a day. He returns to his own world to live his life, but we can telephone each other mentally and he visits our headspace regularly. The only other headmate that leaves the headspace is Isabell, but it's for short trips, not extended periods of time.

But enough time has passed I feel confident saying this connection is going to be sticking.”
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Kat was suddenly there, but he wasn't fronting so he got to just backseat driver at me to get upright and conscious.

It was so weird to us because everyone else was either here from the start or I was the last to know they arrived. Like what do you mean your new boyfriend has already been here a week??

We've officially labelled this a soulbond. We just. Didn't know they could be involuntary! Or come from dreams!

It’s only been 9 months, but idk what the fuck I'd do without him. He always remebers where we are and what the fuck we're supposed to be doing. (“One of us has to, you idiots!”)
nova_dergs: Close-up of Holydramon using their breath weapon. (Default)

Welcome to my one year update on trying to figure out my digivolution line!

Written by Hortense

Here’s a link to anyone curious about my original musings. It also includes more of a primer on the nature of digimon (and x-digimon in particular.)

 

My original draft of digivolutions:

Official digimon reference book images of: Petitmon, babydramon, dracomon x, growlmon x, raptordramon, hisyaryumon, holydramon x and examon x


I’ve kept all the forms I listed above – except one. The perfect form (hisyaryumon - the black/red dragon with the orbs). However, I do note in my original piece that I was really shaky on including hisyaryumon. Last year I noted that the main “vibes” I was looking for were flight and metal components which describes a lot of digimon! What hisyaryumon had that other digimon did not is that they were a canon evolution for growlmon and raptordramon and could turn into holydramon.

The others I am very confident and happy with. I actually get growlmon x and holydramon x shifts pretty frequently now. Raptordramon and examon x not so much, but it feels right to leave them. Like, they are part of my line, but I didn’t spend as much time in those forms.

 

So I’ve been trying out different digimon.

I add them to my evolution list and wait and see if they stick. Does it feel natural to include them? Do I get shifts of them? Does it feel forced or uncomfortable?

It’s my vaguetype and I’ll do what I want. I’m cool with parts of my identity being voluntary – but we’ve, for lack of a better term, got to be drift compatible.

I can’t just pick random digimon and feel satisfied long-term. They have to feel right for me and in tandem with my other forms.

 


Here’s a second draft I made for my digivolution line:

Colored sketches of: Petitmon, babydramon, dracomon x, growlmon x, raptordramon, cerberumon x, holydramon x and examon x

Later on, I started getting less flight and more canine feelings and updated my list. (Note: Examon is still an evolution of mine, I just didn’t feel like drawing them atm lol)

And I still love cerberumon x, but since drawing this I’ve gained an Ethiopian wolf vaguetype and all my canine feelings shifted there instead.


Why not try out non-canon digimon?

I’ve tried drawing my own non-canon species and breaking away from canon forms, but my feelings are too indistinct. I just know what fits and what doesn’t, but I don’t have a clear reflection I can point to. It’s hard to draw something so visually blurry to my mind. At this time, drawing my own species is not something I want to pursue.


So what’s next?
Our most recent challengers are: dorugreymon, meicrackmon and raguelmon. Also, gigaseadramon x but as a random one-off evolution.

Digimon lines evolution chart of: Petitmon, babydramon, dracomon x, growlmon x, raptordramon, meicrackmon, meicrackmon vicious mode holydramon x, raguelmon and examon x connecting to one another. Gigaseadramon x is off in the corner alone.

Raguelmon has been a paratype for me for a bit. This digimon’s deal is that they observe angel digimon and, if they notice them about to fall, it destroys them before they can fall completely.

In Digimon Tri, this digimon is used as a pawn by the same entity that created the x-program (which started the destruction of the digiworld) in my canon. I feel connected to them with my own complicated history with Yggdrasill and feeling betrayed by digimon (in this case the royal knights) which I had believed were there to protect me.

And being able to lash out at them with huge claws.

Meicrackmon is raguelmon’s natural pre-evolution so I tacked them on too to try out. (I’m watching Ghost Game for the first time rn and am super excited for the meicrackmon episode!)

Dorugreymon visually looks really cohesive – it’s a dragon and is a nice middle ground between growlmon x and holydramon x, but…idk. That’s kinda it for this form.

As much as I love the dorumon line, my relationship to it is more like…they’re a friend? I’m not them, but someone I was close to was one? Musing on my past teammates is better saved for another journal entry though! But basically, it feels off to have a dorugreymon on my list because it’s someone else’s evolution instead of my own. I’ll give it a little bit of time though before removing.

I said before that I don't want to explore making my own digimon species, but I am interested in trying my claw at stylizing them, or even outright creating variants, for my forms. I feel like tailoring them in this way makes them more personal – not just a random member of the species - but me. For example, like what I did with my dracomon form, giving myself more curved natural horns instead of the harsh X-shape. Another huge component is that it makes my forms way easier to draw. I could just never get the X-shaped horns to look right!

Tldr; I did pretty good a year ago, got a lot of my forms nailed down, but I’m still tinkering.

In slightly related news: Digimon has a big year coming up with a new anime, game, comics and TCG stuff. There’s bound to be a ton of new canon digimon added! I can’t wait!

nova_dergs: Close-up of Holydramon using their breath weapon. (Default)
How do you do fellow kids meme, but instead the person has been replaced by a hydra wearing the same outfit with one head coming out each sleeve. "How Do you do fellow humans?" is written below. The head on the right is staying "live fast and get fucked or whatever." while the one on the left struggles with a skateboard in her mouth. The head in the center is grinning and winking.

Discount Ghidorah System

Collective Name: Nova

Collective Pronouns: she/they

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Welcome to our nonhuman blog. We plan to use this space to squawk about our personal experiences with plurality and non-humanity.

We are actually a whole cluster of dragons masquerading as a person (plus one token human). We also identify as nonhuman, othervague and three of us have a collective hydra linktype. Unless you want to talk to a specific member, we prefer to be called by our collective name/pronouns.

In our free time, we love to doodle, play click-and-point adventure games, cook and go for walks. Don’t be afraid to reach out to us - we don't bite!

 

┏━━━┅ Our members and their species - Discount Ghidorah System
Hortense | Dracomon X, Ethiopian wolf & Ga'Hoole Owl Vaguetypes/Hydra Linktype | Host | she/they
Thorn | Copper Wyvern/Hydra Linktype | she/her
Stryker | Brass Drake/Hydra Linktype | he/they
Isabell | Draconic Alicorn | she/they
Cassius “Cash” | Black Western Dragon | he/him
Kat | Human | he/him | Soulbond (Katsuki Bakugo)

What’s othervague/a vaguetype?
They are relatively new terms that mean a ‘type you can’t fit neatly into a single label. Having the freedom to exist in-between gives me more breathing room to explore our identity without pressure. - Hortense

It took some time to find what made us feel the most like ourselves, but at this point, we are comfortable with ourselves and these terms. We believe our origins are a mix of spiritual and psychological factors, that we were nonhuman in past lives, but our experiences in this one were also impactful enough to influence how they were expressed. Honestly that’s as much thought as we’re willing to put into it! At the end of the day, we don’t think the individual lore we have for ourselves and why we are this way matter as much as our shared, lived experiences being other.

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Other Projects We Run + Website


  • @alterhuman-art - A showcase of alterhuman and nonhuman made artwork.

  • HowlCon - Virtual alterhuman convention with a camping theme.

  • Personal Website - Read more about us and browse our more polished work here.

  • Fictionfolk Webring - This is a webring for individuals whose identities have a fictional component. Some examples include (but are not limited to): fictionkin, people with fictional-hearttypes, fictives, soulbonders and much more.

Dracomon x, Stryker and Thorn running together and smiling at one another.

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